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1.
Approach 02:13
shape your fingers like a key and slide them in my mouth turn it feel me sputter and cough as my brain tries to start this is art when you touch my heart and i mean really touch it like press through my chest ribs crack so easily organic shrapnel I'm coming apart for you touch me, touch me, pull my skin away you're so understanding you're never demanding this crystallized love for you coats every inch of my spine and I'm doing fine I had a vision of you today you were above me your arms and legs lengthen impossibly want you on top of me oh please oh please won't you make my heart stop for me
2.
Red Cocoon 01:44
my insurance isn't giving me my meds so I really can't help it that I'm fucked in the head that I'm stuck to the bed I'm dissolving in a red cocoon a red cocoon I've been out of work for a while now tell me what am I without a place where I go every day I'm alone every day and I'm changing in a way that pulls apart my core structure is oh so nice but you'd never think twice till it's gone I have no place but take up space I see my face but I don't recognize it liquefying wrapped in my own skin wrapped in my own skin wrapped in a red cocoon I'll come out soon but I don't think you'll like me when I'm done what am i without order just a pile of disorders I'm just something sick and sordid I'm a red cocoon what am I without order just a pile of disorders I'm just something sick and sordid just a red cocoon where am- where- where am I what am I what's this building is this my home (this isn't your home)
3.
FMIYI 02:00
I can't believe that somebody as perfect as you likes me suddenly I don't feel so useless I can't breathe when I think about how I was before you it's like I was a different person you're my source of self esteem so I won't leave you never never so make me in your image fuck me in your image you can call me Eve like it's whatever you'd like me if I was what you like which is you, you know? and then maybe I could like me too so that's what I'll do I'll be you oh my g-d I didn't know someone could look like that where'd you get your makeup at? oh wow right now all I wanna do is look and act like you 1, 2, 3, 4 you're the one who I adore you reassure me that I'm worth something I just want to do whatever you want me to can't live without you I'm all about you I don't think even if I wanted to that I could doubt you you're my favorite person, don't you know? I'll go wherever you wanna go so make me in your image fuck me in your image cause I know that who you really wanna fuck is you I mean me too at least the ideal me the me that maybe I could be if I was just like you make me in your image fuck me in your image you can call me Eve like it's whatever it's whatever it's whatever it's what I want cause I want you want cause you like me for me cause I mean, alone I could never
4.
can we t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t- talk about talk about talk a- talk about us? can we t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t- talk about talk about talk a- talk about us? can we talk about us? can we talk about trust? can we talk about talking and why it is that you never say a single thing about the way that you feel when we're together? there's no way that this is gonna work without communication why are you afraid to just sit down and have a conversation? I promise I won't get mad I just wanna hear you tell me what we can improve so I can keep being near you can we t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t- talk about talk about talk a- talk about us? can we t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t- talk about talk about talk a- talk about us? ok ok ok ok so you leave me on read like all the time, I won't lie and honestly that kind of shit is how relationships die and you say you don't mean to and I don't think you're lying but this isn't gonna work without the both of us trying I'm so tired I don't wanna give up but honestly what I'm getting here really isn't enough so let's talk about us give me something to trust give me anything anything any anything anything any can we t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t- talk about talk about talk a- talk about us? can we t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t- talk about talk about talk a- talk about us?
5.
you project your fantasies onto me as if I don't have any agency you comment on my selfies like "I want you to kill me" I'm hungry for compliments but that one doesn't fill me how am I supposed to respond to that when you go there right off the fucking bat I just want you to stop just go away just get gone do you think I find it hot that you've decided I should dom you? look I barely know you why do you think I'd show you a part of me I'm afraid of myself? listen it's just how I dress I don't want you to confess anything to me just don't talk to me, you're not helping your chances here I'm not gonna step on you I'm not gonna step on you I'm not gonna step on you don't waste your breath cause I'm not gonna step on you I'm not gonna step on you I'm not gonna step on you don't fucking talk to me like that
6.
Indecisive 01:33
I don't wanna think about tomorrow I just wanna think about today think about to day think about the way that you really get me I think I think I think I think I think I think I need to take a little break I don't wanna think about what anybody's got to say to me seriously if you could chill for just 2 minutes I could take a little time and maybe think I think I think I think I think I just want you to let me be I'm so indecisive I'm hot and cold and hot and cold and never anything in between cause I mean there's a theme here every now and then I start to get a little mean I'm so indecisive I'm hot and cold and hot and cold and never anything in between cause I mean there's a theme here every now and then I start to get a little mean
7.
I can be your new stim toy run your fingers through my hair squish me stretch me to the limit I don't even care did play doh ever get so red when you pressed it underneath your hand? ASMR cut me up I'm your kinetic sand you've heard about all of the others but now it's your turn inside, outside it's all yours to squish and pound and churn you can twist me into shapes that you want me to be use me with imagination see what you can see it feels so good when you stretch me out I just want to be yours without a doubt I'll be whatever you want me to I'm so happy with everything you do squish me stretch me to the limit squish me stretch me to the limit come on baby get up in it you know you can win it did you know that silly putty can lift up any printed word? tell me what you want and I'll say everything I heard you can press all of my buttons they make a satisfying sound when you go exploring in me tell me what you found you've heard about all of the others but now it's your turn inside, outside it's all yours to squish and pound and churn you can twist me into shapes that you want me to be use me with imagination see what you can see it feels so good when you stretch me out I just want to be yours without a doubt I'll be whatever you want me to I'm so happy with everything you do squish me stretch me to the limit squish me stretch me to the limit come on baby get up in it you know you can win it
8.
Improvise 01:26
I don't know what I want but whatever it is I'm dying for it dying for it dying for it dying for it dying for it I can't see the future but whatever it is I'm flying toward it flying toward it flying toward it I know that I can't avoid it I just wanna be honest with you wanna be responsible trying to be strong but my weakness is demonstrable blunt affected word salad, you know I'm psychotic just gonna keep saying shit so tell me when you've got it I don't know a single thing about music theory so I improvise improvise improvise improvise try to make you hear the shit that's playing in my head hallucinating music every single time I close my eyes and that's a pretty good analogy for my lifestyle I hide it with big words but I'm just guessing at best couldn't even tell you what I want from all this I don't know where to start I'm just getting this off my chest
9.
FEAR 02:10
I'm desperate for your touch cause I think it'll soothe me want you to say you love me cause you know it moves me to tears every time but I swear that nothing's wrong, I promise desperately I'm begging you to never ever stop this but secretly I get so scared every time you come near paranoid but I avoid ever telling you my dear that every touch drags me back to places I thought that I'd left behind forever but please give me another fear loves me more than you ever could desperation's starting to feel good you lose my trust ten times a day though you've done nothing wrong even with you I'm alone all along I expose myself in surrender you read me with eyes so tender but I'm too good at being fake I think you're making a mistake you say my name so kindly but it just sounds like a threat if you think you can help me then you just don't know me yet fear loves me more than you ever could desperation's starting to feel good you lose my trust ten times a day though you've done nothing wrong even with you I'm alone all along
10.
TAXIDERMY 03:05
I hate that you know what it feels like to touch my body I hate that you have something in common with the people who love me you hold a piece of me captive in your memory I wanna take back all your pictures of me GIVE ME BACK A YEAR OF MY LIFE GIVE ME BACK MY TIME GIVE ME BACK MY MEMORY AND GIVE ME BACK MY MIND you date like you're hunting for sport how many people are in your collection you keep happy memories like some kind of trophy then move on to the next host you're an infection I used to believe you about all of your exes you made each one of them look like some kind of oppressor but really you were just like a hunter setting up corpses in threatening poses arranging your prey to make them look like the aggressor I DIDN'T TRUST THE PEOPLE WHO WERE ONLY TRYING TO HELP ME YOU TURNED ME AGAINST EVERYONE YOU'D HURT UNTIL I COULDN'T SEE that you date like you're hunting for sport how many people are in your collection you keep happy memories like some kind of trophy then move on to the next host you're an infection

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released July 12, 2019

Rhiannon made all of it. Mastering by So Big Auditory.
Special thanks to Jenni, Heather, Prudence, Em, and Allie for support and patience

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